Deep Down.

you go under my skin and in my system; you're like the drug I hate, but can't stop taking; the thing I love the most, but you're killing me slowly.

Too close for comfort.

I think that we got so close, there was no choice but to tear ourselves away from each other. We're too young and maybe one day, we'll be perfect for each other again, and every mistake we ever made will let us fall into place with one another. Maybe one day we can do this again.

Behind Blue Eyes.

it's hard to see you. truthfully i can barely stand to look. im afraid that if i look to long, i might see someone i used to know. they're in there. burried deep, and afraid to come out. but they're in there... i know they are.

Vulnerable.

How is it that I feel vulnerable when I'm around you? Like you could say just one little comment and I would fall down on my knees in tears or dance with happiness?

Here I am, and I stand so tall just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're onto me, and all over me...

Music is my Escape....

From your piercing words...
From all the drama...
From all your negativity...
From sleepless nights...
From speechless fights...
From late night conversations...
From all the wrong I've put myself through...
From what could've been...


and will never be.

Let's Toast...

to a new year, to the year I become an adult, to my last year being a high school student, to graduation, to my last summer before college, to going to college, to my sister and Ryne's wedding....i gotta feelin' that this year is gonna be a good year. =)


**2010. A new year. A new beginning. New memories. New obstacles.**